jiayi (:

He smiles like a retarded. Hahaha.

Oh btw , my mum cook the best spaghetti in the world ! ^^

3rd day of attachment and i’m feeling so stressed up and pissed.

I have my skills and objectives to fulfill. So many checklists in the ward to be completed and also to prepare for my drug exam.

We are working as a junior for now. Can only start taking cases after week 2 ! We don’t mind working as a junior for 1 week but 2 weeks ?! Its so impossible for us to complete our skills lah !

” Student , student ! ” Like what the hell. I don’t have name is it ? I put on my name tag  for fun ?! Keep student here and there. Keep asking me to do things. Think i’m an octopus is it ?! Seriously , my blood is boiling.

She said , ” Don’t come back to this ward no matter what. Many of us here are very mean “. She and another staff complained so much about this ward. Scare the shit outta me. I’m so afraid that i might not tahan till i graduate.

Now i know why people prefer studying. I kinda miss school.

I’M A WEAKLING.

THIS IS WHY I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH (: